Sunday, May 28, 2006
hey alls.. this is a pooem tad i wrote fer two pple..
1) Kelly..
hey.. i dun blame u realli.. i understand(some how) sorry fer the hate i grew to you.. thou it was like fer 2 hours? We must go out for another movie one day when a nice one is on!! then we'll laugh at nick's outrageous behaviours.. like his gay ice cream
2)Her..
hey.. i understand that u realli want it.. but it was kinda a big shot gun relation ship so no harm done! =D
ok so here the poem is:
What should I say,
Since faith i had in you,
is now dead,
And truth away From you is fled?
Should I be led With doubleness?
Or to follow Faith and stay on?
I promised you,
And you promised me,
To be as true friends,
And nothing less,
As I would be.
But since I see Your double heart,
Farewell my part!
I Sense that i am unwanted,
As if some plaything..
Though for to take
It is not my mind,
But to forsake
[One so unkind]
And as I find,
So will I trust:
My instincts,
Or your words that somehow,
Which seems to bind me so strictly?
Can ye say nay?
But you said That I always Should be obeyed?
And thus betrayed Or that I wiste--
Farewell, unkissed.
The Faith i had in you,
Has died along with my heart,
I no longer know what to believe..
You smiled,
You spoke,
And I believed,
And i was,
By every word and smile,
Deceived.
Nor hope I what I hoped before:
This last one is vain..
Deception..
Deceived once again..
I bid mi'lady farewell..
i really like this one plus another one i wrote.. hey!! this is copywrited!
i am sendin it in fer e school magazine.. haha.. i already had one poem enter and i want another..
the other one is love.. this one would be love and betrayal?
i dunno u take ur pick..
yea once again i was pondering over the importance of friends in life and realised that little friends do i have..
(nick, kenny,jolynn,cheryl,wen xin, christianto, mingjun,weihua,amany ncc seniors..)
geezz i dunno.. i dun think i have alot.. my friends from tuition sae that i am anti-social..
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well it is true that friends in life are imprtant.. at times when u feel so down over some teenage stuff who else but them to talk to? i mean our bloody parents dun understand shit bout us.. heck.. even my dad is tryin to match make me.. haiz.. wtf.. he keeps thinking i am veri veri veri hurt after any breakup.. wadda idiot.. he really is so shud dup.. and yea back to e topic of friends..honestly.. you'll find that u spend at least half of your life out wif friends.. ok let's not sae life.. day.. u realised? yea yea yea?
durin recess u dun sit alone now do you? unless it is wif an opposite sex that u hate or smth..
i mean u'd group wif em right?
and when eva u needa listeing ear.. who is alwaes there? your good friend!! when u need a shoulder to cry on whose is it that u would drench? ur friends!!!
your parents would onli not bother you and leave you in ur room where u'd onli feel worse..
haiz..
i dunno why but it suddenly hit me so greatly and i have been thinkin bout it fer a long time..
life's really gonna be cold with out any friends.. they are the ones that reach out a hand when you fall and they are the ones you laugh and learn bout things in life with..
you go through thin and thick with them!! wow-ness...
lots of examples eh?
haha..
lately i have also been thinkin bout my prom night..who'd i go wif? XD!!
Jie ning and i were discussin bout it the other day.. i shall grow talle most of all.. i am already 155.. yay-ness.. i wanna reach 6 feet.. haha...
i oso wanna watch over the hedge..=D
i oso wanna play arcade..
i oso wanna become 40 kg...
loll.. i am wondering..
suddenly thinkin bout relationships..hee!!
god has everything planned fer me i know it..he has already decided everything fer me..
haiz.. i just hope tad everything works out to plan..
hee...let life take it's course!! just go wif e flow.. ^^
AAAAAARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH....
o.o doesn't tad mean god has decided whom i'll kiss and whom i'll marry...
eeeekkk!!!
it's scary to b able to do this kinda stuff u know? creeppppyyyyy....
damn i gtg and sleep soon..cause i gotta go back to school tmr afternoon.. i gotta give some crapp shit form back to CCP cause he damn ass hole he go give us on friday then we have to go backk...
geez...
of yea and the other dae i just went back fer my dental.. damn it hurt like mad and the apinkiller was already alot la.. boo..
i still got another session to get it filled.. =D then no worries bout ath else liao except fer the tooth droppin off..><
they are havin the student council selection camp soon.. haha.. yea.. cehryl told me so dumbeedeedoo!!
lol.. i like tad phrase..hmm... well gtg..
i'm gonna get started on my ferrari model.. haaa!! bb alls... and dun b an idiot to msg me on the 12th to 16th of june.. i ain't gonna b any where within 300 m of my phone.. cause i am goin fer OBS.. so see ya'll then!! boohoo.. no com..b!!
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