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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

hi alls... i'm back....sianz...
i nearly broke my ankle...Sobz....
landed wrongly on the right foot....and now i carn find my ankle guard...
and damn it hurts....
and when i din't come on fer 2 weeks i think suddenly i get so many taggs...
ok...well hope u dun mind me disclosing this to whomsoever reads it...jolynn..
well all she said on my tagg is because her grandma died about 3 days ago i think.. maybe 4...
mines been a 102 days that mine has left me... ='(((
everytime we pass the block 9 of SGH... the car suddenly becomes very quiet..
and my grand dad will always look at that block.. so will i and i onli noticed the silence and the looks not too long ago whe i felt that i should let it go..there's nothing we can do..
we all will have to walk down that path one day regardless....
memories...why do we have such things?
i wrote a so called poem at the beginning og my blog there that box.. and changed the song to whatshername...
related to the so called poem...i love the song in any case...it comes from past memories...
or actually the experince of it...*sigh*
and speaking of my tagg board,
cheryl mun went 'yea u btr listen to wad WH says..'
and Wh said..'dude u btr watch out.. i dun even think 5 of you can beat toh...'
lol...ok....a few things..
why would i want to overpower him or anything? jokes...
or even if he did beat me up.. i wouldn't much care...
cause everything i face everyday now is nothing compared to a beating...
if i said my body was breaking down...no one would believe it.. but heck..
i make wads best of wad i have...left....
and another thing.. even if toh did really beat me up or anything...
i'll let him... for ath i proberly deserved it.. and heck..
and wows..Mun and Toh did not talk to me...
Mun said that stefan said that it will not be worth it..
honestly..he's right! lol.. thnks stefan!oh btw.. i wrote ur name on the three best cadets thingy...
i wonder who wrote mine...guess no one..
yea.. so he said i'm not worth it...yea...
honestly... wad they would say would just go in one ear and out the other...
or i would not even remember wad they said...
it all really depends...
in any case i choose to never hold a grudge to anyone..
like in my so called poem.. i choose to forget all the memories and forgive me if i forget you..
so yea...i'll choose to forget certain people...
but obviously not ignore you la!
you say hi i say hi.. kinda thing....you know.. just be wad u call.."blended in wif the crowd"
well yea.. shit sia.. the mid years are out in 3 weeks..shoot..
i need to improve my math...revise chapter 5,6,7 and the algebra stuff..
yea....
whooo...i love this song..it's called ocean avenue...by yellowcard...
it rocks...i love it.. wow... i love something.. ok...
i also like Blind...heck.. why am i crappin so much..
and there seems to b a prob with my blog.. the song does not play...
and i need to get more links and edit some of them...
haizs...no one intresting online de.. and i wonder if she ublocked me... gonna send a mail to her soon any ways....
wad??!! hey i can b a sentinel person ok? i told ya all u dun know me well enuff....
yea and you noe there is this acticvity to do wif kindness week,...
limying or rianie worte this bout me.. i am not totally sure bout it.. i'll confirm..
its something bout... bein more friendly and scary in class...
wow...i'm scary.. ok...i aspire to b like that scary dude in ZigZag..
the one that mei is terribly scred of.. those who read shld know la...
in any case one girl say i got AP look(incredible shit)
then they say i am scary or smth(incredible shit)
one say that i am hao lian(ok i agree to that)
and some say that i am a moral booster(Incredible SHIT!!)
in any case some of you may have caught me rading this book...
or novel which eva...it's called armageddon summer...
it's a little bout god and believers and love..
well i gtg... take care of my stupid ankle... and get started on that..

HEE!!!! ^^ i carn't wait fer this tuesday!! finally another week has passed..
and i can see Her again.. just treated her to dinner the other time... haha...
gtg!

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All Love Lost @ 5:18 AM

Name:Alexander Ho Guan Ting(freakin long)
Mandarin Name:He Guan Ting(eww)
Stage Name: Nanahara Shuya(not many call me by this)
Birthday:28 oct 1992
Blood Type: A+
Height:158cm(SHUD DUP!!)
Weight:41kg Horoscope: Scorpio
Place of Birth:Singapore,Thompson Medical Hospital
School:Anglican High; school filled with gays and lesbian

Likes
Celebrities: Will Smith..especially when he acted in Hitch!!
Author: None
Book: Armaggedeon Summer,Devils's Foot Steps
Singer: Green Day,BackStreet Boys,Eminem,Good Charlote,Yellowcard,Fallout Boy
Songs:(one from each of e above)Whatshername,I Still..,Lose Yourself, The Anthem, Ocean Avenue,Sugar We're Goin Down.
Animal:Spiders.
Finger:the most often used one, Middle finger
Colours:Black,Orange,Brown,Baby Pink,Green
Movie:FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN!!!,Pirates of the Caribbean,Blade 1 n 2,Hitch,Xmen,The Girl Next Door..
People:Her.. Food:Anything edible.. Weather:(s'pores)Sunny with some Clouds and lots of Wind!(overseas)Snow with NO WIND!! Or just lots of sun and some clouds
Numbers:1, 9, 13
Word:Supp...
Drink:Diet Root Beer, Pepsi Max, diet coke..
Season:WINTER!!!
Country:JAPAN!!!! All the cherry blossoms.....
Disease:Diabetes(cause i have it)
Article of clothing:Jeans
Place:Infront of e com
School Subject:P.E., Recess, Free period


Hates
Book:Text Books
Singer:Hillary Duff
Colours:Turqoise, Bright Yellow.
Fruit:Rock Melon
Movies:Pointless movies
People:Teachers
Weather:When the afternoon sun is out n there are no clouds
Number:4,7,8
Word:WWWHHHAAA!!
Drink:Coke
Season:Summer
Country:Malaysia
Article of clothing:tight pants..
Place:Classroom
School subject:All But P.E., recess and free period

Darlinks


[*] *_Cheryl Mun_* =)))
[*] *_Miao Qian_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Wan Yun_*
[*] *_Nick_* =))))
[*] *_Kuroda_*=))
[*] *_Yuin Theng_* =))
[*]*_Jenna Lim Ying Aoki_* =))
[*]*_Kerrie_* =))
[*]*_Sheena_* =))
[*]*_Jane_* =))
[*]*_Xia Xue_*
[*]*_Wen Xin_*
[*]*_Chen Yin_*
[*]*_Caleena_*
[*]*_Chermain_*
[*]*_Clarice_*
[*]*_Crystal_*
[*]*_Justina_* =))
[*]*_Vannesa 2A_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Megan_*
[*]*_felicia 1D_*
[*]*_Debra_* =))
[*]*_Jollin_*
[*]*_Lewis_* =))
[*]*_Amelia_* =))
[*]*_YiYee_* =))
[*]*_AHS 1J 0'5_*
[*]*_Jing Hui_* =))
[*]*_Li Jing_* =))
Memories
September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 February 2007

Identify URSELF or jus FUCK OFF

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved Her for so very long,
You would think She could never do any wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That She would always stay that way.
She treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
She suddenly put you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to her was a plaything.

She started ignoring you and you wondered why,
What wrong had you done to deserve this?
Soon it’s all you think about,
And you feel as if your head were about to explode
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night She was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Later She was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

She thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things She said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry Her some day,
And walk down that red carpet
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.
All alone suddenly..

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