Monday, April 24, 2006
i did it my self!!! muahahahahaha!!! kinda reminds me of zig zag that comic book... and this is my first piece only!! hahaha.. then i did this small bouquet out of the remaining ones and gave it to a friend...

A small little pretty one.. i only know e name of one flower so called and that baby's breath.. it is a weed actually... some thing like a sign of love.. i was really amazed at what i did and plan to make on on mother's day.. muahahaha...
i shall make that one outta three different kinds of roses.. but i gotta go to thompson there and buy which is bloody far away... guess i'll have to ask my dad to drive me there on a sunday or when ever.. hahaha..haiz... i guess to everyone i am a very ego-istic person.. angry selfish rude and act cool person... but i do have my soft spots.. i ain't that bad a person once u get to e good side of me... whihc i must say can b quite difficult...
speaking of which...i've been thinkin bout the phrase ' u can't judge a book by its cover'...thinkin bout that makes me think bout friends... how do we know who r true ones and those who r not? i then realised that things in these world are so hard to trust..friends especially, some behave so nicely infront of you yet talk bad bout u behind ur back.. some one may seem to hate you alot but is dying to tell u that they love u inside.. and some people may seem so happy in their life yet go through lots of suffering and torturing inside..haiz...
think bout it.. if a person can act so nicely infront of you yet backstab you like that.. then thre is no knowing wad they could possibly do to you... i mean like there'd b no limit... haiz... i dunno what to say man.. haiz... sianded.. it has almost been 150 days since my grandmother passed away... i'm glad aat least that she is a peace..amongst other people.. my maid had a dream one and it said that my grandmother was telling my maid bout how worried she was bout me.. bout my health and well being.. and so my dad kinda went craazy bout it and made me drink these funny ash water where u burn the jing and then u mix it wif water then drink and he also got me carrying this weird looking amult around in my wallet.. geezzzz... this is like so damn scary and lame at e same time.. haiz.. and yet it remains to the question: which religion should i b in?
and then i thought.. if people ever found out that jesus was a fake(OH MAN!!) what would happen to those chrisitian that believe in him so much?.... (goin mad)
wow.. ok.. this is really madness..
All Love Lost @ 2:07 AM
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