Sunday, January 08, 2006

hello all...
i am a bitta more happy now..
my grand mother just got cremated..
yar...
and on her bones we found crystals that were said that onli
holy people would have...
can't remember the name of it..but it was really amazing..
my whole faily fell to their knees
upon seeing grand ma entering the furnace..
so did i...wait.. i think i did not..
i was supporting my grand dad..
we were all really sad..
but when we got home we realised that we should be happier..
my grand motehr was now in peace...
no more suffering..
my uncle from my dad's side said that he saw grand ma sitting on the
lotus like budaha except budaha was above her..
in the chinese tradition they said that a person
would be sent to hell at first to be punished for the sins they have commited..
but as for my grand ma..
the monk said that she was so holy that she had not gone to hell..
she went straight to heaven... actaually called paradise..
i was happy for her..
she would never be sent back to this world o suffering and pain...
now when ever i feel upset i knew that
my grand ma would be ever so near me..

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hohoho..
found out that cheryl mun has a sec 3 boy friend?
play girl sia..
lol..so many steads...
wth...
neva mind..she dumped me and it is a fact i must accept..
nothing i can do will be able to change it..
any way...
congrates to all NCC!
we did damn well la..
u know there were 2 sports pple that wanna to transfer to NCC?
wohoo...hahaha...
amzingly got two pple doin 54321 pumping..
muahahahaha.. many did not see that coming..
muahahahaha...
lol...
the farnny thing is when we all go and snatch the sec 1 s... lol
u know i saw one SJAB guy bring one guy to his stall..
that's when 3 other guides were pulling the boy away from him..
then one of them start poking the SJAB guy..
damn farnny lor.. ganda saw it too..go see his blog la..
i no link him yet..
lazy to look throguh the bloody script.. it is like so farkin long la...
lol...
goin back 2 school tomorrow..
and here i am rushing my math home work.. ='X
neva mind.. i oso at last question any way...
ok finish laio.. muahaha..
there are two questions that i wanna ask all..
if you read this pls reply in the tagg...thanks..
ok first one...

is kindness repaid?

i dunno about that..
i shall not give any examples..
there is one but i have put the past behind me..
second question..

is compassion followed by love?

i got no examples on this one but pls gimme ur views..
and i just found out that i am screwed..
i neva do the power point presentation thing..
i am ssooooo screwed... damn..
i bet even nick did it...
lol..so screwed... BWAL!!
man.. talk about setting of on thw wrong foot with the chinese teacher..
a he may i mention...
lol..my first male chinese teacher..
oh and i forgot to mention..
for the next month or actually 49 days.. i am not allowed to have meat..
or to kill nayhting..unless it poses as a threat to me..
like u know a spider..
and wad eva may harm me..
this will give me a credit which i shall pass on to grand mom in heaven..
dun say a shit about this..
i'd do anything for my grand mom..
ah wells..
good night all..
and yar i am on chapter 14 of mocking bird book..
it was actually a real case i think...
it came out in national geographic..
i have not read it yet..
wow..imagine.. blacks gettin killed by uncloured pple..
yikes...
gosh i am happy i do not live in those days..
ok gtg..tagg me yar?
bb..
good night again..

All Love Lost @ 6:58 AM

Name:Alexander Ho Guan Ting(freakin long)
Mandarin Name:He Guan Ting(eww)
Stage Name: Nanahara Shuya(not many call me by this)
Birthday:28 oct 1992
Blood Type: A+
Height:158cm(SHUD DUP!!)
Weight:41kg Horoscope: Scorpio
Place of Birth:Singapore,Thompson Medical Hospital
School:Anglican High; school filled with gays and lesbian

Likes
Celebrities: Will Smith..especially when he acted in Hitch!!
Author: None
Book: Armaggedeon Summer,Devils's Foot Steps
Singer: Green Day,BackStreet Boys,Eminem,Good Charlote,Yellowcard,Fallout Boy
Songs:(one from each of e above)Whatshername,I Still..,Lose Yourself, The Anthem, Ocean Avenue,Sugar We're Goin Down.
Animal:Spiders.
Finger:the most often used one, Middle finger
Colours:Black,Orange,Brown,Baby Pink,Green
Movie:FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN!!!,Pirates of the Caribbean,Blade 1 n 2,Hitch,Xmen,The Girl Next Door..
People:Her.. Food:Anything edible.. Weather:(s'pores)Sunny with some Clouds and lots of Wind!(overseas)Snow with NO WIND!! Or just lots of sun and some clouds
Numbers:1, 9, 13
Word:Supp...
Drink:Diet Root Beer, Pepsi Max, diet coke..
Season:WINTER!!!
Country:JAPAN!!!! All the cherry blossoms.....
Disease:Diabetes(cause i have it)
Article of clothing:Jeans
Place:Infront of e com
School Subject:P.E., Recess, Free period

Hates
Book:Text Books
Singer:Hillary Duff
Colours:Turqoise, Bright Yellow.
Fruit:Rock Melon
Movies:Pointless movies
People:Teachers
Weather:When the afternoon sun is out n there are no clouds
Number:4,7,8
Word:WWWHHHAAA!!
Drink:Coke
Season:Summer
Country:Malaysia
Article of clothing:tight pants..
Place:Classroom
School subject:All But P.E., recess and free period

Darlinks

[*] *_Cheryl Mun_* =)))
[*] *_Miao Qian_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Wan Yun_*
[*] *_Nick_* =))))
[*] *_Kuroda_*=))
[*] *_Yuin Theng_* =))
[*]*_Jenna Lim Ying Aoki_* =))
[*]*_Kerrie_* =))
[*]*_Sheena_* =))
[*]*_Jane_* =))
[*]*_Xia Xue_*
[*]*_Wen Xin_*
[*]*_Chen Yin_*
[*]*_Caleena_*
[*]*_Chermain_*
[*]*_Clarice_*
[*]*_Crystal_*
[*]*_Justina_* =))
[*]*_Vannesa 2A_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Megan_*
[*]*_felicia 1D_*
[*]*_Debra_* =))
[*]*_Jollin_*
[*]*_Lewis_* =))
[*]*_Amelia_* =))
[*]*_YiYee_* =))
[*]*_AHS 1J 0'5_*
[*]*_Jing Hui_* =))
[*]*_Li Jing_* =))
Memories
September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 February 2007

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved Her for so very long,
You would think She could never do any wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That She would always stay that way.
She treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
She suddenly put you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to her was a plaything.

She started ignoring you and you wondered why,
What wrong had you done to deserve this?
Soon itâs all you think about,
And you feel as if your head were about to explode
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night She was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Later She was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

She thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things She said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry Her some day,
And walk down that red carpet
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.
All alone suddenly..