Wednesday, April 05, 2006

hey alls..
back here i am... now e latest scar in my life...
i am suppose to have this conversation or so called conversation with mun and toh..>.<
my gosh man.. wad r they gonna ask me?
lol.. a few lines are running through my mind now...
here are they..
i'd give them with my answers... gosh..

1) Toh:Do you still like her?
Ans: No.. I have lost any intrest....

2) Mun:Why do you keep spreading rumors bout us?
Ans: I din't pread.. i just heard from friends...(dots)

3) Toh: Why are you bullying her?
Ans: In wad way am i?(dotssss)

4)Toh: Can you leave us alone? Especially her?
Ans: I'd be happy to...(duh-uh)

5) This is a likely one-Mun: I hate you...
Ans: I dun realli care....(dots)

6)This is kinda impossible-Toh: I AM GONNA KILL YOU!!
Ans: Uh-Huh..........................................

yea and on one day when i just thought that the day would be nice.. some one said this on msn..
(ahem)ready?here it goes...

WILL YOU SHUT THE FUCKING FUCK UP AND GO SOME WHERE AND FUCK?

two things ran through my mind instantly...
1) Wad the shit did i just do?
2) I am not ready to lose my virginity so soon damn it...so i am not gonna fuck..
then she was like telling me she wanted to have a convo
and then she suddenly blocked me..
lol...heck...then i was like.. i dun wann a go to school.....
haiz...kao... a convo with her...
PLS LAR AUNTIE!!! -_-
school is already farkin bad enuff fer me.. will you leave me outta this?
='(((((((((

when i was askin too much bout wad they wanted to talk bout.. dots dots...
and that's pretty much all that i can think bout... haiz...
i still have not done my 50 times chinese correction...
and other stuff.. yeah and i just created this poem fer lit
and it is going into the eagles magazine so wait fer it!
it's bout love... lol.. dun ask me why i so like tad
ok.. then today fer ACC i finished my rock and i managed to carve on every side of e rock..
kool man..
i wrote on one side in chinese..dreams never come true.. and on one other side..
also in chinese...as the days go you will know the persons charateristics... kool...
i like it..it's been my moral in life...
oh and i bought this little doll...
no not a barbie doll.. but this farnny lookin one that is a devil.. it's a keychain...
then i got Fort Minor, The Rising Tide
and Modern Rock Cd#02...
They both rock!!! they are rock actually... lol...
here's my rating...

Modern Rock-----------------4.5 over 5stars
Fort Minor, The Rising Tide-----------------5 over 5 stars

yea pretty much...and i watched ice age 2.. rating is 4 stars..
it had really good animation in any case.. lol..
and i changed my blog song to this song called Sugar, We're Going Down...
it is really nice.. i am gonna put the two CDs into my ipod...
it needs charging.. haiz...
in over roll i would say this day was ok.. oh yea..
nick treated the gang to seoul garden or wad so eva...
and then nick said that i could go but i had to pay... then
yuin theng and limying din't want...
then yuin theng suddenly told me this.." i din't make the decision!! not me!!"
FUCKING LYING BITCH, MOTHER FUCK!!
fraking backstabber... and there's that limying too...
oh i dun like him make stupid face like i neva see like tad... father fucker..
i dunno why i tok to them....
>.<
like i have said b4.. i hate the world and the world hates me...
well.. gotta eat dinner.. hungry...
bb
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Catch Phrases:
Me: (silence and madness brewing within me)
Wei Hua: yea.. 11 o clock can go man
Jolynn: He's an idiot..

All Love Lost @ 3:39 AM

Name:Alexander Ho Guan Ting(freakin long)
Mandarin Name:He Guan Ting(eww)
Stage Name: Nanahara Shuya(not many call me by this)
Birthday:28 oct 1992
Blood Type: A+
Height:158cm(SHUD DUP!!)
Weight:41kg Horoscope: Scorpio
Place of Birth:Singapore,Thompson Medical Hospital
School:Anglican High; school filled with gays and lesbian

Likes
Celebrities: Will Smith..especially when he acted in Hitch!!
Author: None
Book: Armaggedeon Summer,Devils's Foot Steps
Singer: Green Day,BackStreet Boys,Eminem,Good Charlote,Yellowcard,Fallout Boy
Songs:(one from each of e above)Whatshername,I Still..,Lose Yourself, The Anthem, Ocean Avenue,Sugar We're Goin Down.
Animal:Spiders.
Finger:the most often used one, Middle finger
Colours:Black,Orange,Brown,Baby Pink,Green
Movie:FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN!!!,Pirates of the Caribbean,Blade 1 n 2,Hitch,Xmen,The Girl Next Door..
People:Her.. Food:Anything edible.. Weather:(s'pores)Sunny with some Clouds and lots of Wind!(overseas)Snow with NO WIND!! Or just lots of sun and some clouds
Numbers:1, 9, 13
Word:Supp...
Drink:Diet Root Beer, Pepsi Max, diet coke..
Season:WINTER!!!
Country:JAPAN!!!! All the cherry blossoms.....
Disease:Diabetes(cause i have it)
Article of clothing:Jeans
Place:Infront of e com
School Subject:P.E., Recess, Free period

Hates
Book:Text Books
Singer:Hillary Duff
Colours:Turqoise, Bright Yellow.
Fruit:Rock Melon
Movies:Pointless movies
People:Teachers
Weather:When the afternoon sun is out n there are no clouds
Number:4,7,8
Word:WWWHHHAAA!!
Drink:Coke
Season:Summer
Country:Malaysia
Article of clothing:tight pants..
Place:Classroom
School subject:All But P.E., recess and free period

Darlinks

[*] *_Cheryl Mun_* =)))
[*] *_Miao Qian_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Wan Yun_*
[*] *_Nick_* =))))
[*] *_Kuroda_*=))
[*] *_Yuin Theng_* =))
[*]*_Jenna Lim Ying Aoki_* =))
[*]*_Kerrie_* =))
[*]*_Sheena_* =))
[*]*_Jane_* =))
[*]*_Xia Xue_*
[*]*_Wen Xin_*
[*]*_Chen Yin_*
[*]*_Caleena_*
[*]*_Chermain_*
[*]*_Clarice_*
[*]*_Crystal_*
[*]*_Justina_* =))
[*]*_Vannesa 2A_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Megan_*
[*]*_felicia 1D_*
[*]*_Debra_* =))
[*]*_Jollin_*
[*]*_Lewis_* =))
[*]*_Amelia_* =))
[*]*_YiYee_* =))
[*]*_AHS 1J 0'5_*
[*]*_Jing Hui_* =))
[*]*_Li Jing_* =))
Memories
September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 February 2007

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved Her for so very long,
You would think She could never do any wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That She would always stay that way.
She treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
She suddenly put you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to her was a plaything.

She started ignoring you and you wondered why,
What wrong had you done to deserve this?
Soon itâs all you think about,
And you feel as if your head were about to explode
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night She was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Later She was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

She thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things She said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry Her some day,
And walk down that red carpet
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.
All alone suddenly..