Saturday, April 29, 2006

first of all.. to the person who typed on my cbox as alexsux...
was eva.. u think i suck.. very well.. it's de way i like it.. the world hates me and i hate de world..
andyways.. do post more and lemme know more.. haha..
next.. it ain't rude to take photo of e person sleepin if e person allows..
so get ur facts right b4 u accuse me of being rude.. i do things within bounderies...
and it is a fact.. obviously u r not of this class 2j so u dunno.. but u shld have seen their group la..
i mean joycelyn wanted a big role and could not even memorise the script of a minor role..
ask kenny la.. and wad the heck.. i neva said that my own grp is extremely good.. i din't even say we did good lar... lol..
and so wad if my friends are all gals? at least i have e balls and guts, unlike u, to make friends with them...
u hopeless wif girls then dun come and blame me just because i have gals who r friends.. :P
and i dun flirt... wad i do is mingle not flirt..
if i wanted to i would but that is against morals... so i dun flirt..
make peace not war..
tralalala... neva mind.. dun matter... haha...

well my dad just got back from KL with a whole new set of dvds.. yay!!
and... i watched underworld evolution and am awaiting for the show the davinchi code...
according to e book.. jesus has a wife... O.O
geezzzz.. ok.. yea.. it says that the women performed an act of.. err... 'wifery'
to jesus by breaking a bottle of perfume on his feet.. yea.. appartently...
OOhhhh man... imagine wad happens if it is all real... jesus has a wife...
OR even worse.. wad happens of they find out that jesus is a fake??
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOooooooooooooooooooooooo....
man.. wad will happen to all the christians around the world?
imagine everyone laughing at them about the god that they believed??
damn!! world crisis... imagine wad would happen to all the popes... geezzz... ok..
then wad will then explain the being of man? science? buddist teachings? man...
such complicated things should be ignored by us youngsters...
haha.. ignorance is a bliss.. =D
nick's got a nice blog skin up.. was gonna ue that but heck...
lookin fer some nicer one perhaps?
haha.. gtg... time to get outta e house and stretch some muscles... see ya'll

All Love Lost @ 1:59 AM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

heys allss.. fianlly can post again.. but this is gonna b a really short post i think... it is also dedicated to a few subjects.. not the studies subject but the people that kinda subject..

firstly..
1) My e lit performing group..:

Hey everyone.. though we may have done badly.. at least we managed to memorize our scripts unlike kenny's group... haha.. neva mind.. do badly there's nothin we can bout it..
at most just do badly la...haha...

2)My 'Family'

Thank you fer today!! thanks fer e company in e canteeen n e knowledge especially JIE SI JIE!!! (sounds weird) thanks fer helping me with my math.. =D i'm really rotten at it.. haha... huiling.. dun take so many photos of people sleeping la.. and YIYEE!!! u loom so cute when u sleeping.. XD...or so tad is wad every one saying la.. hahahahahaha!!

Look at yourself!!! haha... everyone was like takin photo of you la... and u still slepp sleep sleep sleep... and fer everyone else.. haha... evryone pitied the vendors cause they were cheated!!! BBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! dr boon or whomsoeva told them that sec 1 to sec 4 were gonna have recess from 11.30 to 12.30..but never!! instead release us at 12.00 so everyone all go play lan like derek, nick they all.. some go else where and eat.. then the vendors all got so much food wasted!!!!

BBBBBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! XD...so my family and i all go and fork out money and ate as much as possible.. haha!! was gonna explode..X( and also got no more money liao.. i onli got 4 dollars fer e rest of e week...=(((((((

3) My calss 2j

haha!! good luck fer e mid terms everyone!!! dunno ath must ask e pros in our class bout that.. i know tad jai min is all rounder!! haha.. those tad take e maths retest de.. good luck...hope u pass this time.. ^^.. i think i'll fail la.... and class please try and keep e class room clean.. it looked like pigs sty.. just pick up wad eva litter around ur place and stop littering ok liao la..study hard!!

4) My two friends!!

ok You first.. haha.. dun message me so much la... exam liao eh... must study hard la... u message me 283 messages u know? lol...and dun think can meet u at e park any longer cause i need to study.. sorry... hahaha...

ok now huiling.. u sae u wanna go make flowers too right? can but i am goin all e way to thompson there to buy... and you like e baby's breath so much.. haha.. yea it is very nice.. but withers after bout 2 day but it still looks as nice as it is when it is fresh... haha.. hope u manage to create that wild thing fer ur mom.. and ur baby cousin is so cute!! hahahahahahaha!!!

hahaha tad's all pple.. i gtg prepaer fer tuition... see ya'll!

All Love Lost @ 2:16 AM

Monday, April 24, 2006

hey allssss....
hahaha... yesterday m went clothes shopping... wif my mom..
i dun mean really kind shopping thin but i realli needed clothes.. once again all my clothes are either brown or black...
lol...Geeezzz....dun ask me why i like black tad much i just like it..
something like a sloitary colour if tad makes any sense...
any ways got this dumb looking haircut and hope to get rid of it...
the barber din't even touch my fringe and sideburn and they r freakin long..
mr chua catch me.. head will roll sia..lol...
anyways.. yea today when i walk outta toilet at e canteen i noticed alotta 'yellow circles' looking at me...it was e 2k pple... X((
arrrggghhh.. this hair cut was stupid in e first place.. my hair ain't even long enough to look e way it shld la.. mayb i shld return to e old haoir style.. haha...
still i like my side burns.. sianded..
then today that stupid lit performance.. wwwwwhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........
total shocker sia... so mnay pple neva bring stuff la.. whwwwwwwhhhaaaA!!!
die like shit like tad lor.. then today still got tad stupid math re test where i think i am not gonna do any betta... shit la.. it is chap 6 n 7 tad keep holding me back.. bwals!!
so of copurse i go ask my sis.. JIE SI!! to help me.. har har har..she maths pro mayb..
dun care la.. so long as can help me...
then shit la.. tmr still got two ke to lean fer ting xie.. bwals...!!!
all cramp n like shit like tad...
well i decided to make this really nice boutique fer my grand mother.. this is how it looks like...
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i did it my self!!! muahahahahaha!!! kinda reminds me of zig zag that comic book... and this is my first piece only!! hahaha.. then i did this small bouquet out of the remaining ones and gave it to a friend...

A small little pretty one.. i only know e name of one flower so called and that baby's breath.. it is a weed actually... some thing like a sign of love.. i was really amazed at what i did and plan to make on on mother's day.. muahahaha...

i shall make that one outta three different kinds of roses.. but i gotta go to thompson there and buy which is bloody far away... guess i'll have to ask my dad to drive me there on a sunday or when ever.. hahaha..haiz... i guess to everyone i am a very ego-istic person.. angry selfish rude and act cool person... but i do have my soft spots.. i ain't that bad a person once u get to e good side of me... whihc i must say can b quite difficult...

speaking of which...i've been thinkin bout the phrase ' u can't judge a book by its cover'...thinkin bout that makes me think bout friends... how do we know who r true ones and those who r not? i then realised that things in these world are so hard to trust..friends especially, some behave so nicely infront of you yet talk bad bout u behind ur back.. some one may seem to hate you alot but is dying to tell u that they love u inside.. and some people may seem so happy in their life yet go through lots of suffering and torturing inside..haiz...

think bout it.. if a person can act so nicely infront of you yet backstab you like that.. then thre is no knowing wad they could possibly do to you... i mean like there'd b no limit... haiz... i dunno what to say man.. haiz... sianded.. it has almost been 150 days since my grandmother passed away... i'm glad aat least that she is a peace..amongst other people.. my maid had a dream one and it said that my grandmother was telling my maid bout how worried she was bout me.. bout my health and well being.. and so my dad kinda went craazy bout it and made me drink these funny ash water where u burn the jing and then u mix it wif water then drink and he also got me carrying this weird looking amult around in my wallet.. geezzzz... this is like so damn scary and lame at e same time.. haiz.. and yet it remains to the question: which religion should i b in?

and then i thought.. if people ever found out that jesus was a fake(OH MAN!!) what would happen to those chrisitian that believe in him so much?.... (goin mad)

wow.. ok.. this is really madness..

All Love Lost @ 2:07 AM

NE TO DO!! >.<
i just bought the flowers and arranged em..

All Love Lost @ 2:07 AM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

hi alls... how r u all...
here i am at my cousins house usin their laptop and i feel damn sianded..
i wanna go downstairs!!! heck.. so yea.. here i am watching lost and messaging....
my friends...i was tokin to cheryl mun...
sms i mean... i realised that 2k girls can b veri veri veri scary lookin..
my friend whom i shall not disclose says tad they all look damn skanky...
lol...this kinda thing oso can...
hmm...lost is a very boring show.. and yea!
DUN WATCH INSIDE MAN!!!
it sucks as a action show...i mean it like moves so slow and i tot it was gonna b a good show.. lol..
siaz, hey kool!!derek is tokin to me and is askin smth of me but is not tokin no more..
hmm.. wad a weird person...
derek i mean.. he angry also smiling... sad oso smiling... everything oso smile... joker sia...
sianzzzzz.....he ain't tokin!!!
wasting my effort.. in any case i am gonna lend my Fm cd to WH n he suppose to
burn his initial d cd fer me...
lol....i wanna play xbox.. or psp..my cousin got both..
actually oso a PS2.. rich like shit sia...
lol...sianded.... tmr i got like tuiton frm 10 to 2... all do test paper..do do do do do do do...
crazyshit!!sianded!!! sian sian sian sian...
i wnna go downstairs!!!
sianded... heck dun wnna tyoe no more.. this keyboard sucks... see ya'll!

All Love Lost @ 8:11 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

hi alls... i'm back....sianz...
i nearly broke my ankle...Sobz....
landed wrongly on the right foot....and now i carn find my ankle guard...
and damn it hurts....
and when i din't come on fer 2 weeks i think suddenly i get so many taggs...
ok...well hope u dun mind me disclosing this to whomsoever reads it...jolynn..
well all she said on my tagg is because her grandma died about 3 days ago i think.. maybe 4...
mines been a 102 days that mine has left me... ='(((
everytime we pass the block 9 of SGH... the car suddenly becomes very quiet..
and my grand dad will always look at that block.. so will i and i onli noticed the silence and the looks not too long ago whe i felt that i should let it go..there's nothing we can do..
we all will have to walk down that path one day regardless....
memories...why do we have such things?
i wrote a so called poem at the beginning og my blog there that box.. and changed the song to whatshername...
related to the so called poem...i love the song in any case...it comes from past memories...
or actually the experince of it...*sigh*
and speaking of my tagg board,
cheryl mun went 'yea u btr listen to wad WH says..'
and Wh said..'dude u btr watch out.. i dun even think 5 of you can beat toh...'
lol...ok....a few things..
why would i want to overpower him or anything? jokes...
or even if he did beat me up.. i wouldn't much care...
cause everything i face everyday now is nothing compared to a beating...
if i said my body was breaking down...no one would believe it.. but heck..
i make wads best of wad i have...left....
and another thing.. even if toh did really beat me up or anything...
i'll let him... for ath i proberly deserved it.. and heck..
and wows..Mun and Toh did not talk to me...
Mun said that stefan said that it will not be worth it..
honestly..he's right! lol.. thnks stefan!oh btw.. i wrote ur name on the three best cadets thingy...
i wonder who wrote mine...guess no one..
yea.. so he said i'm not worth it...yea...
honestly... wad they would say would just go in one ear and out the other...
or i would not even remember wad they said...
it all really depends...
in any case i choose to never hold a grudge to anyone..
like in my so called poem.. i choose to forget all the memories and forgive me if i forget you..
so yea...i'll choose to forget certain people...
but obviously not ignore you la!
you say hi i say hi.. kinda thing....you know.. just be wad u call.."blended in wif the crowd"
well yea.. shit sia.. the mid years are out in 3 weeks..shoot..
i need to improve my math...revise chapter 5,6,7 and the algebra stuff..
yea....
whooo...i love this song..it's called ocean avenue...by yellowcard...
it rocks...i love it.. wow... i love something.. ok...
i also like Blind...heck.. why am i crappin so much..
and there seems to b a prob with my blog.. the song does not play...
and i need to get more links and edit some of them...
haizs...no one intresting online de.. and i wonder if she ublocked me... gonna send a mail to her soon any ways....
wad??!! hey i can b a sentinel person ok? i told ya all u dun know me well enuff....
yea and you noe there is this acticvity to do wif kindness week,...
limying or rianie worte this bout me.. i am not totally sure bout it.. i'll confirm..
its something bout... bein more friendly and scary in class...
wow...i'm scary.. ok...i aspire to b like that scary dude in ZigZag..
the one that mei is terribly scred of.. those who read shld know la...
in any case one girl say i got AP look(incredible shit)
then they say i am scary or smth(incredible shit)
one say that i am hao lian(ok i agree to that)
and some say that i am a moral booster(Incredible SHIT!!)
in any case some of you may have caught me rading this book...
or novel which eva...it's called armageddon summer...
it's a little bout god and believers and love..
well i gtg... take care of my stupid ankle... and get started on that..

HEE!!!! ^^ i carn't wait fer this tuesday!! finally another week has passed..
and i can see Her again.. just treated her to dinner the other time... haha...
gtg!

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All Love Lost @ 5:18 AM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

hellos all.. lol... i realised y my blog wld post so many...
i press e button too many times.. lol..
must learn how 2 stop that..
well nothin much to type except i think i noe y 'they' wanna tok to me bout...
but i mean this is MY blog... i have EVERY reson to type wad eva i want la...
ur prob if u let me hear bout wad eva shity stuff or BGR or wad so eva...
like i said...I HATE people who say Screw freedom of speech...
u ain't happi bout wad i post then tell me.. i'll se if i can be bothered to open the filters between my ears and brains and listen to u crapp bout wad u ain't happi bout..
dots...i mean if u ain't happi then live with it...
u stop talking to me?
Like i care...
i told ya i have neva been under anyone's jurisdiction except teacher's and family's
so PISS OFF!!!
muaha....lol..
in any case...my mom is play mahjong now.. and it is right next 2 mii...
i am goin deaf la...wow.. i am amazed...
i actually packed up my table and from a space of onli 3books able to fit in the space
to 10 books...lol...pigs are flying man....
i haven't finished my 50 tiems correction...not even start on it...
lol.. betta get started on it...
wow..and suddenly when my mom's game stops she scolds me..
wad the shit...
hao sin mei hao bao...send her my poem then she like this to me..
wha lao....fer get it man...
well i suppose i'll have that tok tmr..
betta be or i am gonna b damn sianded and diaoded la..
qoute i :'it's either tmr the day after or two days after..=)
wad the shit.....like this oso can lol...
sianded...
i polished my boots any old how and they seem to be quite shiny.. ferget it... that women gettin pissed ... bitach... gtg..bb

All Love Lost @ 6:00 AM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

hey alls..
back here i am... now e latest scar in my life...
i am suppose to have this conversation or so called conversation with mun and toh..>.<
my gosh man.. wad r they gonna ask me?
lol.. a few lines are running through my mind now...
here are they..
i'd give them with my answers... gosh..

1) Toh:Do you still like her?
Ans: No.. I have lost any intrest....

2) Mun:Why do you keep spreading rumors bout us?
Ans: I din't pread.. i just heard from friends...(dots)

3) Toh: Why are you bullying her?
Ans: In wad way am i?(dotssss)

4)Toh: Can you leave us alone? Especially her?
Ans: I'd be happy to...(duh-uh)

5) This is a likely one-Mun: I hate you...
Ans: I dun realli care....(dots)

6)This is kinda impossible-Toh: I AM GONNA KILL YOU!!
Ans: Uh-Huh..........................................

yea and on one day when i just thought that the day would be nice.. some one said this on msn..
(ahem)ready?here it goes...

WILL YOU SHUT THE FUCKING FUCK UP AND GO SOME WHERE AND FUCK?

two things ran through my mind instantly...
1) Wad the shit did i just do?
2) I am not ready to lose my virginity so soon damn it...so i am not gonna fuck..
then she was like telling me she wanted to have a convo
and then she suddenly blocked me..
lol...heck...then i was like.. i dun wann a go to school.....
haiz...kao... a convo with her...
PLS LAR AUNTIE!!! -_-
school is already farkin bad enuff fer me.. will you leave me outta this?
='(((((((((

when i was askin too much bout wad they wanted to talk bout.. dots dots...
and that's pretty much all that i can think bout... haiz...
i still have not done my 50 times chinese correction...
and other stuff.. yeah and i just created this poem fer lit
and it is going into the eagles magazine so wait fer it!
it's bout love... lol.. dun ask me why i so like tad
ok.. then today fer ACC i finished my rock and i managed to carve on every side of e rock..
kool man..
i wrote on one side in chinese..dreams never come true.. and on one other side..
also in chinese...as the days go you will know the persons charateristics... kool...
i like it..it's been my moral in life...
oh and i bought this little doll...
no not a barbie doll.. but this farnny lookin one that is a devil.. it's a keychain...
then i got Fort Minor, The Rising Tide
and Modern Rock Cd#02...
They both rock!!! they are rock actually... lol...
here's my rating...

Modern Rock-----------------4.5 over 5stars
Fort Minor, The Rising Tide-----------------5 over 5 stars

yea pretty much...and i watched ice age 2.. rating is 4 stars..
it had really good animation in any case.. lol..
and i changed my blog song to this song called Sugar, We're Going Down...
it is really nice.. i am gonna put the two CDs into my ipod...
it needs charging.. haiz...
in over roll i would say this day was ok.. oh yea..
nick treated the gang to seoul garden or wad so eva...
and then nick said that i could go but i had to pay... then
yuin theng and limying din't want...
then yuin theng suddenly told me this.." i din't make the decision!! not me!!"
FUCKING LYING BITCH, MOTHER FUCK!!
fraking backstabber... and there's that limying too...
oh i dun like him make stupid face like i neva see like tad... father fucker..
i dunno why i tok to them....
>.<
like i have said b4.. i hate the world and the world hates me...
well.. gotta eat dinner.. hungry...
bb
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Catch Phrases:
Me: (silence and madness brewing within me)
Wei Hua: yea.. 11 o clock can go man
Jolynn: He's an idiot..

All Love Lost @ 3:39 AM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

hey alls, i'm back..lol..
that sounds like so lame la... wad eva... i sound like a skank...
hm... well i changed the song to yue ding...kinda nice i think..
i just added one more link.. lol... got so littlw la and my blog is like DYING!!
people... lol.. pls come more often and tagg more pete's sake!
jokes... welll tomorrow is science test.. i have not studied fer chapter 11 so i'm gonna like die..
heck care.. then i have tuition tomorrow at 7.30..
wonder who i'll meet...any old friends...i wad i mean..
i know thta i'll meet one on tuesday... tuesday is science..
my friend vannesa not anyone from my school will b there..
she tried to make me fat the other time at KFC... i had already eaten lunch in school and
she wanted me to eat wif her again...
haiz..so wad to do? eat with her lor.. lol... kana made to b fat... lol...
neva really liked KFC in the first place.. heck...
whoaaaa..... my mom suddenly just like walked in.. that was scary... lol...
in any case.. i was really close to vanessa...
once again i repeat it is not any vanessa from my school..
the vannesa from my class ain't my type and the one from sports class ain't either..
so shut it...
as i was saying .. i was really close to her.. not the kind of pyshical close shite...
but i mean as in brother and sister...i forgot which school she is from but.. heck.. XD
well today i had to wake up at five.. god i must b crazy to do so..
i had to go pray to my ancestors and grandmother..
which makes it not so bad fer a reason that i woke up early...
then i could skip tuition..^^...
hahaha... but my dad asked me to kneel and pray to my grandmother bout it..=.='''
wad the heck.. then i came home and watched TV so called...
was watching mr and mrs smith then i fell asleep infront of the tv.. wowssss...
fell asleep infront of TV...
lol...so i went to sleep cause it was onli 10 and then i woke up at about 1 and went to eat junk stuff while watching a show called twin effect.. really cool..
once again to do with vampires and stuff...just like blade and stuff...
lol...then i went to study fer science... hmm.. seems i did study a little... lol...
maybe i'll really study hard tonight...^^
adn perhaps pigs will fly... like now my sister is studying..
or daydreaming bout her boyfriend and i wld not b surprised.. lol...
snort.. i gtg... study or something la....
lol... bb

All Love Lost @ 10:44 PM