Friday, March 31, 2006

hey alls....
whoa....suddenly everyone is suddenly online... whoa... scray...
cause my com is laggin cause of the i tunes.. it is converting my songs...lol
laaaagggg.. i shall wait fer the com to finish the conversion then continue..
hummmmmmmmmmmmm.....
yea!! done..now i got the entire cross cd in my MP3...
muahahaha... still remember that tomorrow is WH's bdae..
BTW... WAD THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL???!!!
STOP ASKIN ME IF TERE IS ANYTHING BETWEEN HIM AND HUILING!!!!
HOW THE HECK SHOULD I KNOW???!!!
YOU WANNA KNOW THEN JUST GO ASK THEM LA!!!!
KKKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..............
WH managed to escape the wet wet pond today.. lol...
tomorw got NCC nafa test.. lol.. hopefully dun nned to run 2.4.. if need then i am gonna cry sia.
i think part a will b there tommorrow.. hmm...
yea and wh we are finally ONE STAR PEOPLE!!! hahaha...
rembr the promise! you said de.. i'm gonna add it to my wish list.. ^^...
hhaha..
oh yea i transfered tuition to mavis to you all who know it..
yea i'm goin on moday and on tuesday.. haha..so i'll b at PP every week twice.. muahaha...
oh yea.. thinkin bout weird stuff...
the other day i found Cheryl Mun's boyfriend's text book in the toilet..
i mean like WTF??!
u talk to ur girl friend in the morning then u go toilet to piss or wad so eva shit and u leave ur freaking text book in the toilet and let ur girlfriend's ex find it and make her to return it to you? wtf la Bryan Toh!!
any ways.. this is the short post.. so later!
i wanna sleep..

All Love Lost @ 6:17 AM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

hi all.. long time since i posted.. yeah been kinda busy lately...
well last saturday and sunday as i may have said b4 is kayaking..
then yeah.. me and WH have recieved our ONE STAR AWARDS!!! MUAHAHAHAHA..
Wh and i promised that during the next class BBQ...
we would follow the class to the BBQ pit then we were gonna rent the kayaks
then we were gonna kayak all the way to the bbq pit and drag the kayaks up to shore..
hahaha...
it's gonna b fun man.. and today i realised that rianie likes boats too..
she was asking if she could follow me when i went kayaking...
lol...of course, i mena like DUH-UH.. u can't
u need to go for the course first...later we capsize and u dunno how to come out then how?
i dun wanna have the guilt of some one's death on my soul and definetly not the karma..
so yea...
well... some one i forgot whom said i was more tanned then b4..
i mean like duh.. hello? six hours in the sun.. sleevelesss shirt.. and no sun block lotion..
duh...i would b tanned...
sianzed...then yesterday and today had that farnny DNA course thingy that i had to
go with the prick of the year award winner..
joycelyn.. it was kinda fun and boring at the same time..
in total we waited for about 45 mins throughout the whole course just waiting for the mixtures
to seperate out or to get spun... bla blah blah...
lol....after flicking mark it then into the spinner machine.. the same thing..
well in the end when the DNA fingerprints came out,
i realised that mine were very dark and i had very unique DNA finger prints...
i mean like everyone's DNA finger prints were like on line A.. then mine would b below theirs...
then yeah.. felt weird..lol..din't eat lunch too.. and we ended up there half and hour early.. and my mp3 gonna run outta batt... :(
then afteer that i went to TM to look for a bag hoping i could find a nice one.. then in the end nope.. and it was gettin late.. so i went to e mrt station..
then i saw three 2k girls...
and WTH???!!! u gimme that kinda glare fer wad??
my gosh... not like i am a freak or smth
i know my eye runs but still dun need to satre at mii right? wth....
anyways.. yeah.. we did all that shit at the DNA course and in't get no shit...
heck.. it was fun btw...
so nothing much la.. came home.. use com.. eat.. use com ..edit show and tell..
practice the script both fer lit and english.. then practice drums..
haiz...sianzed
bb! DIR!~

All Love Lost @ 5:31 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

hey alls.. haha..
preawarning.. this is gonna b a very short post.. any way i was wondering why my blog shows the same post 3 times?
veri the werid sia..lol..
wth...
anyways... today e pt was kinda a killer...
wad we had to do was this..
lepoard crawl half way around the PT ground...
then frog jump the rest.. then do the window..
then walk half of the parrallel bars then did 5 dips then walk the rest of it.
then after that go to the 4 inclined pull up staions and do 10 at each..
then go to the 4 sit up stations and do 10 at each.. then do one set of monkey bar
then do the chin ups.. at least 6.. then every one all cheat la.. they all jump till they reach above thr bar then say they alrdy.. kao..damn responsible sia..(Grins)
then after that 40 small logs fpr each hand..
then 20 medium logs for two hands together
then 5 ENORMOUS logs for two hands together.. kao...
then climbed the wall..
then hold in pumping positon for about 15 mins
then pump 10
then leg raiser for 5 mins..
then another 10 pumping
then leg raiser for 10mins,.... then finally end..
we had cover and consument today..
which means you have to put leaves and everthing in and all over your uniform..
and wei hua, eugene, and me did the best.. we passed and were good...
yea!!
muahahahahaha...evil sia...
and we felt damn stupid cause we had to walk around the school after that..
look like idots like tad.. like a walking bush...lol.. then we had targeting and shooting stuff la dunno wad la..
then nothing much lor... last parade?yea..guess so...
the part a had 2 bottles of sparkling juice la..kao.. we onli had one.. then we got ntohing else.. they got 1 packeet of twistes or wad eva la.. and it is one person on pack...
nvm la..
then me and wei hua went fer dinner at school canteen..
i had one ice lemon tea, one packet of famous amos and 4 toasts.. lol..
then i was messagin Cheryl Mun.. and when i said oppz... din't see ya there.. hi. :)
then she said oh hi.. *surely you never see me there one la. i see that you r veri hungrrry.hehs..
i mean like duh.. after all that not hungry?
siao...
but i did eat alot.. i came home then ate again.. now i am just gonna burst man.. i wanna drink green tea...^^
lol..wad the heck sia..i needa go study fer test today man.. shoot... cause saturday and sunday 1 to 7 is kayaking fer NCC... sianz...
monday is chinese CT so must study now.. heck la.. at least no difficult stuff... ^^ yea..
hahahaha...
well gtg..
___________________________________________________________________
catch phrases of the day.

me:Wha shit man.. haveta study fer that stupid chinese test.. wad the heck..
& WAd the shit..................................
&KKKAAAHHHHAAAAYYY
Wei hua: WAD'S UP MAN...
& stop saying bout me and huling la.. there's nothing
&ZZZAAABBBBOOOMMMMBBBBAAAAFFFFOOOOOOOOOOOO(lol)
Kuroda: RARR!!! STUPID CONNETION...
&AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH(lol)
Gerald's father:..... (silence)
My maid:tot u veri tierd?go sleep la..(i got test to study fer la kao...)

All Love Lost @ 4:35 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

his shello alls..
whew finally i am back.. wow after changin this skin..
i really love this one more..
it's more me if that's wad you call it..
ok now i am gonna do soemthing else in my posts..
i think i have seen these in other people's blogs so i'll play alone.. ^^
ok wad ill do is wad they call a shout out..
yea.. so at the end of this post i'll put.. lol..
i dunno of i do it right or wad la..
ok so now i changed the skin.. took me very long to find this one...
i was like searching like mad...
hey all you people out there.. must ask people to come to my blog and tagg can?
my blog is like soooo freakin dead..
yea..i mean like so little taggs.. all from e same people de..
speaking of taggs.. (ahem)
cheryl mun now thinks that i am demented and alone...
wth.. this person is some unknown dude..
any fer the last freaking time it is not me.. damn it la ok?
what the geck i mean just beacuse some one types like you that person is you?
what kinda link is that..
so u r telling me at least 100 people are me?
no link kk.....
and cheryl mun oso said that she was happy i said hi to her...
wow...like that oso happy?
ok lorhz? wan to always be happy? jokes...
shit man.. tomorrow have to fer tuitiob.. this sucks.. any way my mom wants me to stop this tuiton..
if i can persuade her i'll tell her that i wanna go check out the other tuition centre and that she allow me to stop this one..^^ then tomorrow dun need to go..
muahahahahahahahahahaha..
but honestly this tuiton is not doin me much good.. and furthur more..
that tuiton is at parkway.. more time fer me to go shopping and stuff.. hahaha...
crazy or something man me...
hmm...
but if i transfer i'll take a monday and thursday tuition time? betta timing lorz..
hopefully i dun forget or wad so eva.. like during the holidays i forgot all bout tuition on one of the days..
kana screwed upside-down by my dad...kao.. he hit me..sobz... joking.. any ways...
i oso have this show and tell thing coming up..the whole calss does..
i am number 16..wad the man...
i mean like i was so shocked.. i din know wad to show!
i decided mydrumsticks.. then i was helping mrs rod carry her freakinly heavy laptop..
actually it's not heavy is just that the freaking strap cuts into my shoulder..
man..then she was talking to me bout all my stuff... my medical condition..
how i was..all that.. then she suggested to me..
to show the class a video of me playin the drums.. a short one..
and i decieded to use the"this is a beat..watch what happens when i add a cymbol, speed and a fill in..watch wad it would sound like"
LOL!!!!
i saw this off the net la.. lol.. hmmm...
i think i need more links.. and oen thing i know is that i need SSSSSLLLLEEPPPPPPPPP.....
haiz..
well.. ok 2 more stuff.. today science was kinda complicated and easy at the same time..
we learnt digestion and were learning bout enzymes..
really cool... i can remember a couple or so.. like carbohydrases, protienses and dunno wad else la..
all damn comlicated..
nurhafiza onli went hrough it roughly.. BBAAAHHHHHHH.......
i'll go memorise myself.. and also i got NCC kayaking this saturday and sunday.. 1 to 7..
one prob is.. the upcoming C.T. is chinese.. damn.. how man..
no time to study.. i carn possible study at night..
i'll be too tierd..freaky! man.. hopefully ye lao shi tell us sooner..
then i can study fer it sooner..as per normal.. haiz..
hopefully i du failit lor.. i failed lit.. i got 11/25 i have no idea what the shit happened..
man...i am so gonna get killed by my father.. skinned and hung up..
wait i forgot there is second attempt and third attempt..
hopefully mr's granesan or wad so eva.. i dunno how to spell her name.. will let me retake without having to show the paper... if not i can start digging my grave..
man.. ok so i gtg.. man how to sleep......
haiz...gonna die larghzzz...
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All Love Lost @ 6:51 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

hey all.. okok.long time since i posted..haha..
busy with my car..was tuning my car. .. of course not the real kind but the com game type.
I was updating and tuning in total the..
the following is for all those car racing and stuff fanatics..
-ECU

Electronic Control Unit.. for those intrested.. well actually i just wanna crap here..
What ur ECU does is that it regulates the amount of mixture of fuel and air into your car..
the manifold can be found in here..
if you tune it right.. u can squeeze some seriouse power outta ur ride..
and you can also tune your engine in such a way to which you would use it most in the race..
one of the most important parts of a car tuning..

-Suspension

The suspension as you all know is what helps the car take corners..wheather you want your car to take the corner..
wheather you want it to take it as a drift or as a sharp turn..it all depends on you and the race..
here u can also adjust your Steering ratio..
A general tuning guideline is.. tune your sway bars then tune your shock absorbers followed by the toughnest of the spring..

-Drivetrain

Here there ain't much to tune..one option..
wheather you want your car to have a greater accleration or more speed..it's up to you..
normally like if you having a drift race you'd make your car be better at acceleration.. while if you are racing sprint you would want to have more top speed.. while at drag.. that'll be up to you..

-Turbo

This part og your car regulates the amount of air that enters your car.. and this amount of air is ejected at a high pressure back into your engine which gives it that extra torque... this air is normally ejected into the system at the change of gear where the most torque is lost..

well that was all i did..
so yea that was wad i di for the forst three days of the holidays.. evaluate stuff with a calculator infront of the bloody screen and put the car on the dynamo and test run.. haiz..besides thati went for the class bbq on wednesday..
yea...
was kinda boring though...no one was there.. cause of coure it was organised by our class comittee so wad do you expect? lol..
so nothin much...i boguht 4 cans of jolly shandy at first..
in the end i drank 25 cans at the end of it.. i went back home half dead..
acutally almost a little drunk.. lol...then i woke up the next day with a splitting headache..
does that happen to you drunkeds out there?lol.. pretty sucks then.. jokes..
well so i just went in to the sea along with reuben and raynor...
well in total lemme name those who went..

Joyce, JJ, Cheryl, Limying, Riane, Reuben, Raynor, Ming jun, Wei hua, ND, Mendel, Sheena, Kerrensa, Amelia..

well yea that's pretty much all.. sianz..
just because it is not one of our teacher who organise little people went.
lol..
oh and finally i got a little tanned.. ^^..finally damn it.. i have been super white all the long..
finally i get to be copper in colour...hmm....
so nothin much la...then there was this once me, limying, cheryl and riane.. went to the toilet.. they wanted to do dunno wad.. and i wanted to change my clothes..i soaked up enough sea water..stinks the eyes ya know..

i gtg gotta sleep.. i'll continue another time.. bb..

All Love Lost @ 7:02 AM

Friday, March 10, 2006

hey alls..
i changed the song again..
i changed it to smth with a bitta more life this time..
it is called ever after.
by whom?
i dunno..
but i dun really like it.. i am gonna change it to some song..
a little more punk..
anyone knows the name of the song that was palyed on i not stupid too?
i like that song... talking about freedom..
it kinda rocks but it was not sung by Jay Chou right?
hmmm...
today's PTC was surprising..
haiz...
i got a2 fer all but chinese and maths...
whhy......
whyyy....
heck and my father still findds it difficult to accept that i improved on the subjects he asked me to..
=.='''wth...
sianz..
amazingly i got s2 fer geog and lit..
^^ it is the eight postion in class but i sharre this mark with 2 other people..
speaking about lit...
we were separated into 3 groups and then we had to learn to role play...
i got actor!
muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha.....
this role means i am suppose to assign roles to people...
to whom ever i want according to my thought..
muaha..
we got 3 weeks to out this whole thing or skit together...
and once again it is according to this stupid
to kill a mockigng bird book..does the people not realise that we students have become bored of this stupid damn cursied book??!!
damn it sia..
tokin bout books, i have added a book into my wants list..
it's called the pickup game..
the book is written by this author who goes into the art of picks up artist and writes them all down it to a book and sells it..
i really want ti cause i wanna learn..
you know that it is reasonably acutally easy to make a girl all doddy and stuff but the heart of a women is the place no man can hardly go to..
it is all filled with mysteries..you'd be surprised about that..
ok errr...
Guys point of view:
General thought: Why is it that i can't seem to figure out what she was thinkin? what was she thinkin?

After a date: Was overdressed? How was my actions and behaviour? Should i have gotten her a gift when we met?

shoot...
dad's back..
gtg bb

All Love Lost @ 6:31 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

hey all...
damn it mans..
tomorrow is friday.. my death day..
there is that BLOODY PTC tomorrow...
FYI.. ptc means parent teacher conference..
MY GOSH!!!!!!!!
man i am so like screwed...
can i enjoy my life till i'm at least 21.. got to ride a motorcylce..
and yea.. lose my virginity?
lol.. kidin..
well... i dunno la.. still i know that i am gonna die..
any way i have enough money to buy that bag i have been eyeing..
but i gotta consider first..
see if it is really good and nice..
it is some kinda army nag..^^
as always u know me.. i am like tad..
haiz...
i dunno wad to do man sianz..
oh yea i am gonna explode bout something...

MENDEL YOU MOTHERF*CKER!!!
WILL YOU STOP IT BOUT HAT FU*KING INCIDENT?
AND DUN OUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH AND IF SHE SLAPS
YOU OR ANYTHING PLEASE DUN ASK ME TO DO ANYTHING!

whew... ok that felt better...
talking bout which..
i just complated a drawing and i am gonna upload it now.. wait..

cool ain't it?really.. i drew it on my own.. of course i got it from a comic book the three pics.. haiz...

i gtg

shower.. and prepare for my death tomorrow..

All Love Lost @ 4:13 AM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

hey all.. sianz i got nothing to do..
ok i got inspiered or how ever you spell it from cheryl mun's blog..
okok...
errr..HERE..WE.. GO..

What are the seven things you hate the most?
1)Hypocrites
2)Backstabbers
3)Purple
4)Living aimlessly like i am now..-_-
5)Insults
6)Classical music
7)Myself

What are the seven things that you like the most?
1)Pink
2)Black
3)Comics
4)Drawing
5)Basket ball
6)A challenge once in a while
7)My NCC Bros! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

If you were granted seven wishes, what would u wish for?
1)For my demons within me to be purged.
2)MY DRUM SET!!!!!!!
3)A new bike..
4)A Xbox 360..
5)Advents children the movie..
6)Unlimited rounds of lan and arcade games
7)My True Love..

Seven things that you wish to do b4 u die..
1)Lose my virginity..
2)Touch many hearts and make those people smile.
3)Be called father..(kinda related to first one)
4)Find my true love..
5)Make my dream house. not as in make it but as in decorate it.. ya know..
6)Spend 3 weeks in italy with my true love
7) i dunno...

well i gtg..sleep..good night

All Love Lost @ 6:36 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006

hey all.. this is my first post of the month.. haha...
crazy and irregular sia all my posts...
well today i woke up at 7 had
two slices of toast and a cup of coffee..
then my dad fetched me to bedok reservior..
yea..
fer ncc..suppose to have it every week?
jokes..
and today is my first run of the year..
seems i must train.. but i must be crazy to jog 4.3 km.. it's like from my house here
jog to the siglap connector park all the way to east coast then back.. my god...
far...indeed man..
sianz..
then after the run Sheng chao, pang yi, jem,yi yang, jing feng and some others and 1 part a cadet..
went to tm to eat..
i had the egg muffin meal..
jokes..
then i came home and slept for 4 hours.. jokes.. 10 to 2...
wad a pig i am..
then yesterday.. hmm..
yea NCC was kinda like a killer yesterday..
roll call then water parade..
then our PT so called became changing parade and pumping parade..
jokes..
then there was this one time we did 5 pumping on the hot tar ground meaning road..
and bloody hell..even though it was onli 5... the ground is so freakin hot that
no 0ne could actually hold it there..
every one was like jumping around on their hands...
if u did manage to hold your hands there for 5 mins..
you could eat ur hand practically..
jokes..
then till now many of us still got the burns from that pumping..
jokes..
and jie si got a fever that day..
Rest well ok sis?=D
get well soon!
then mr yao was not happy at wei hua cause he did not tie a knot at his boots..
so he got pissed off and asked us to bring
our uniform on monday and fall in for UI..
sh!t man..
i mean like i got tutition on monday..
then wad?
wear my uniform there?wha.. crazy man..
heck.. looks nice any way my uniform..
^^..the colar can really stand.. as in really stand.. cause i added alot of startch..
but at least not as bad as the SJAB..
their collar and other parts of their uniform have to put wax and melt it into the uniform..
jokes man.. i mean like it's really uncomfortable..
then so wei hua apologized to yao and then got a lecture in the end.. yao said that he got some kind of a attitude problem..
then of course WH asked me if he had some kinda attitude problem..
and of course we all know he does so i told him
that he really was too AP..
i mean he really gives you that kinda face that shows you ignorance
and makes you feel lame at wad u just said kinda thing..
well..
we all have our own demons to fight..and along the way we always hurt people and stuff..
then when i came home naturally i used the com and
talked to kuro as always and who'd expect cheryl mun to appear..
jokes..
then talked to her bout me having the chance of me having lukemia..
and she was like..(qoute i)

Really.. u should go see a doc la..and u are taking this matter as a lughing matter and here i am bein worried bout you..

then i asked her.. "uh-huh..and why are you so worried?"
thou then replied..

"i mean like u are my Ex and a good friend of mine.. i dun wanna lose you.."

whoa..
ok wad eva... but please do not fret cause my dad onli suspects it.. he's not sure..
i have not even confirmed with the doctor yet.. jokes..
seems that she is really concerned bout me ahving bloody cancer..
still i realise though i may not have lived my life to it's fullest..
i know i did as much as i can..
and even if it really is my time to go i shall not fret and cry bout it..
with my last few days..
i'd write letters to everyone who means something to me..
tell you who i'd write to.. in order of merit..

-Cheryl mun
-Wei hua
-Nicholas
-2J
-Andy,Alexander and the whole outreach in toto..
-AHSYF
-And to any one who means alot to me in my life..

still i know that i will not die..
hey come on..
i'm still young and healthy ok?jokes..
i mean not like i am gonna just drop dead infront of everyone..
but it really is freaky to see something like that...
i am once again reminded of my grand mother..
i never did make it in time...
i never did make it in time to see her give out her last breath..
i nearly fell down on the way..
i ran all the way from the first floor to the 5th..
i ran..i just ran...
hoping that she'd wait..
though i had muscle cramp that day.. from NCC it was the 4th of jan..
a friday..
my muscle cramps just faded away..
i just ran and ran..
but by the time i reached.. i was a minute late..
the doctor was calling it.. 8.11 pm..
i was upset....
really..
it was just one minute..
then suddenly the whole world seemed to turn down on me..
it just seemed to collapse..the pillars of my life..
like my life was being sucked out of me...
you ever get that feeling on a day where u are just really tierd
and the day just couldn't seem to get any worse when it did?
that was what i felt onli 100x more life-leeching
my muscle cramp suddenly came back and i fell on the floor...
i got up and went near my grand mother..
i just cried.. my dad came up to me and told me that
she went away peacefully and painlessly..
she just fell short of breath..
haiz..
memories can kill you at times and yet save you..
it's just which side you decide to look at it from..
half filled or half empty?
it is really sad at times...

well here's something i just suddenly wrote..
i printed it out.. so here it is..

I was afraid to talk to you..
When i talked to you..
I was afraid to hold you..
When i hold you..
I was quiet with you..
Becuz I loved you alot..
I was afraid to love you..
Now that i love you..
i can't bear to lose you...
Some times we experince pain in love..
But yet if it does not hurt...
Then we can't call it love..
Hold on to the person you love..
Before he or she slips away..
And you can never get them back..

When u are together you pertend to ignore that special some one..
But when that person is not around you tend to look around to find them..
At that time you are in love..

Although there is some one that always makes you laugh...
Your attention is always drawen to that special some one...
At that moment you are in love..

Although that special some was suppose to call you back long ago
to tell you of thier safe arrival, ur phone is silent..
You pace up and down waiting desperately for that call..
At that moment you are in love..

If you are more excited for a short e-mail from that special someone
instead of many other long emails..
At that moment you are in love..

When you find yourself unable to erase the messages in your answering machine
Because just one of the messages are from that special some one..
At that moment you are in love..

When you get a couple of free movie tickets and you do not hesitate to invite
That special some one..
then,
At that moment you are in love..

Some times you keep telling youself..
that 'special some one is just a friend...'
Yet you can't help yourself from being drawn to that special some one..
then,
At that moment you are in love..

While you are reading this and some one pops into your mind..
that person is the very special person..

believe it or not.. yes..
i wrote this so called poem on my own experince..
or so wad i have felt and known..
i said known...
well yea...
nothin much else i got..
damn i wrote quite alot today.. even the scroller st the side is like damn small...
did i type that much?
ah heck well...i am gonna change the song..
and Cheryl mun said that Final fantasy sucks...
BOO!! go home!!
i mean it totally rocks!!
Anyone got ff7 advent children the show?
can send me or gimme?
ty!
i gtg...
wanna sleep.. muahaha...
biies!

All Love Lost @ 11:37 PM