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Monday, January 30, 2006

hey all!!
happy new year!
lol..
i know i a bitta lagg..
lol...no la.. i got no time to come online.. or so not allowed to...
haha..
happy cause i inally got an mp3 player!
yea! it's an ipod nano.,...
at first when i got it..it was the first generation kind...
meaning the first batch made la.. then the screen actually cracked...
man was i hurt.. my dad scolded me.. but i knew that i did not do anything to it!
so i just got the beating and my dad went to an ipod outlet and tried to fix it...
apparently all first generation models are like this...
weird eh?
lol..so ever mind got it replced.. i actually got this ipod for $250..
when it is suppose to cost $450...
lol... got it at a special price me.. muahahaha.. almost 50% ya know...
then the unhappy part...
new year and no computer games...
wth..and derek they all playin DoTa like nothing like tad...
wth...see? i so guai... neva use vulgarities.. muahahahaha...
bhb sia.. well CNY wasn't as good as i had expected it to be...
apparently everyone was shocked that i wore pink as i had announced i would...
yea.. they din believe i would..
then i got my hair dyed a little gold...
haha..pple said it looked weird.. oh heck..
then i went back to tao nan...
it was fun.. till this dude came up to me and wanted to fight for no stupid reason..
wth? ... i stand correct that the world is full of people
who are a complete menace to society...
heck.. that dude was from tao nan b4.. except he was shorter then b4..
he got a piercing on his under-lip and on his left ear...
which suppose to mean he is gay! lol...
yea wad.. pple say u pierce ur left ear onli u R GAY! as in a homosexual...
wait brb.. tryin out the programme of the mp3 player thingy..

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WWWWWWOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i now have photos in my MP3.. wwwwwwwhhhhoooooooo!
now i can take stupid lookin photos of people and put them on my MP3!
ahahahahahaha!
watch out everyone!
any yet i can put photos of other stupid and yet cool stuff... hahahaha..
one draw back... alotta space used up...
=(..i onli got 1.58 gb left...wth...
i have like 78 songs and 24 photos yet... =X
haiz.. neva mind..man.. my ass hurts... i have been sitting down for like 4 hours in front of com..
lol...ahahaha!dinner time.. =D
wha i so spastic today...
anyways.. me gtg... lame sia me.. any how post like this also can... wth... bb all!

All Love Lost @ 1:56 AM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

whoo...finally..
i get to post again..
i did a link at the top of my tagg board..pls go click..
ok..
not much stuff has happened..
on friday NCC had alotta lame stuff..
like ur hands become ur legs and ur legs become ur hands...
so if they ask you to raise ur hand so called...
u gotta raise ur leg...
lol...
we then marched all the way form G.O. to the flagpost..
but in a squatting position cause like i told you..
hands become legs and legs become hands...
jokes..
but u may ask why?
nope not that they bad to us...
but actually we were gonna get our first badge...
NAFA badges.. yupp...
quite a number got gold..
a funny thing happened...
me and yi yang got 50 cents as a badge.. and we were like...???
jokes.. then we were suppose to shout to mr Yao.. the NCC incharge one..
then he came to us and actually put the badges on for us.. muahahaha...
i got gold...
wei hua got bronze...
then qyite alot got silver and gold.. i think more silver than gold..
got some people never get.. dunno why...
jokes..
then me and wei hua went to 7 11 with jj,derrick,aziel,nick,mendal,and dunno who..
lol...then we ate cup noodles!
jokes..i ate two... one big one medium so called...
and guess wad?
i wasn't even half full...lol...
i had one jolly shandy..alcoholic drink la..
refreshened then we went home..
everyone all go to parsiris dirrection..onli me go to bedok there..
lol..loner sia..
then went home and slept in an instant..
obviously i showered...i mean like duh..
actually i did not want to..
then saturday..went fer my one hour drum lesson..
any one wanna get a feeling of the drums can tagg me then
i can book the studio...then go play..
muahaha..
then i stayed home and learned spelling fer chinese..
jokex la...10 mins learn finish..
then use the com awhile.. then sleep..
actyually i was messaging Cheryl mun at night ...
till 12.17...
then she take so long to reply cause she was ,quote i, TAKING MY TIME...
lol...
then i fell asleep la..
then morning go for chinese tution..(GLOOM!!!)
then here i am... learning chinese again...spelling that is..
then gonna eat lunch and get tested by my mom..(GLOOM!)
haiz...aiya...i go play games...jokes...
bb

All Love Lost @ 8:15 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

hello all...
i am a bitta more happy now..
my grand mother just got cremated..
yar...
and on her bones we found crystals that were said that onli
holy people would have...
can't remember the name of it..but it was really amazing..
my whole faily fell to their knees
upon seeing grand ma entering the furnace..
so did i...wait.. i think i did not..
i was supporting my grand dad..
we were all really sad..
but when we got home we realised that we should be happier..
my grand motehr was now in peace...
no more suffering..
my uncle from my dad's side said that he saw grand ma sitting on the
lotus like budaha except budaha was above her..
in the chinese tradition they said that a person
would be sent to hell at first to be punished for the sins they have commited..
but as for my grand ma..
the monk said that she was so holy that she had not gone to hell..
she went straight to heaven... actaually called paradise..
i was happy for her..
she would never be sent back to this world o suffering and pain...
now when ever i feel upset i knew that
my grand ma would be ever so near me..

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hohoho..
found out that cheryl mun has a sec 3 boy friend?
play girl sia..
lol..so many steads...
wth...
neva mind..she dumped me and it is a fact i must accept..
nothing i can do will be able to change it..
any way...
congrates to all NCC!
we did damn well la..
u know there were 2 sports pple that wanna to transfer to NCC?
wohoo...hahaha...
amzingly got two pple doin 54321 pumping..
muahahahaha.. many did not see that coming..
muahahahaha...
lol...
the farnny thing is when we all go and snatch the sec 1 s... lol
u know i saw one SJAB guy bring one guy to his stall..
that's when 3 other guides were pulling the boy away from him..
then one of them start poking the SJAB guy..
damn farnny lor.. ganda saw it too..go see his blog la..
i no link him yet..
lazy to look throguh the bloody script.. it is like so farkin long la...
lol...
goin back 2 school tomorrow..
and here i am rushing my math home work.. ='X
neva mind.. i oso at last question any way...
ok finish laio.. muahaha..
there are two questions that i wanna ask all..
if you read this pls reply in the tagg...thanks..
ok first one...

is kindness repaid?

i dunno about that..
i shall not give any examples..
there is one but i have put the past behind me..
second question..

is compassion followed by love?

i got no examples on this one but pls gimme ur views..
and i just found out that i am screwed..
i neva do the power point presentation thing..
i am ssooooo screwed... damn..
i bet even nick did it...
lol..so screwed... BWAL!!
man.. talk about setting of on thw wrong foot with the chinese teacher..
a he may i mention...
lol..my first male chinese teacher..
oh and i forgot to mention..
for the next month or actually 49 days.. i am not allowed to have meat..
or to kill nayhting..unless it poses as a threat to me..
like u know a spider..
and wad eva may harm me..
this will give me a credit which i shall pass on to grand mom in heaven..
dun say a shit about this..
i'd do anything for my grand mom..
ah wells..
good night all..
and yar i am on chapter 14 of mocking bird book..
it was actually a real case i think...
it came out in national geographic..
i have not read it yet..
wow..imagine.. blacks gettin killed by uncloured pple..
yikes...
gosh i am happy i do not live in those days..
ok gtg..tagg me yar?
bb..
good night again..

All Love Lost @ 6:58 AM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

when i went to see her she was at her last breaths..
she was breathing heavily at first then she started to breathe
smaller and slower breaths..
then at one of the breaths where she breqathed out.. she stopped..
her chest stopped moving...
it just stopped...
so i suppose i could say that she went in peace...
to look on the bad side.. she's gone and much of the happines in the house would too be..
to look on the good side...
her suffering has ended and she has been called back to the Lord's side..
life is a weird thing at times...
so we are very sad..
but today which the 3rd day of her wake..(pronounced as wig..weird)
i was excused cause i have my NCC performance later..
so i shall be going for it then i shall leave n go back..
i have to leave for school in an hour..
i hope the performance goes well..
oh well i gotta go..
do stuff.. see ya'll..

All Love Lost @ 6:00 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

hey all....
hope ya'll got the school mood out now..
well..
sainz.. took me long to take out mine.. bleahz..
wad eva..
so this year i sec 2 liao.. muahahahaha.. senior..
but small small senior..
eh..soemthing wrong with my fingers...
i keep typing wrongly..
lol...dun blame me pls if i type wrongly..
sianz...
so nothin much happened todae...
juts the same shit as the
first day of last year..
my temp. form teacher like so bitchy la..
wha lao she realli ah..
forget it la who cares..
lol..
nothin happened today till after school..
my grand mother suddenly 'broke down'
my parents rushed her
to the A and E ward..
just in case you dunno wad that is..
it stands fer accident and emergency ward..
so we just stay there and look after her la...
hiaz....
doctor now gave her 1 week or so...
damn...u know this realli sucks...
hiaz... still this is life...
grand ma got lung cancer.. so..
her whole right lung is nothin but
a collapsed organ.. and her
left lung is onli half in working order...
THIS IS NOT FUCKING FAIR!!!
WHY???!!!!!!
sigh..
this reminds me that last time when she nagged
at me to do soemthing i always complained..
now if it were onli possible for her to nag again..
i guess two phrases in life are really true..

1) Absence makes the heart fonder
2) At the end.. u start to think of the beggining...

haiz...
life is a bloody bad place to live in at times...
things have never been fair..
sigh..
so now my parents are at the ward looking after her..
sianz...
i gotta pack my books tomorrow..
i mean fer tomorrow...
and i gotta pack my NCC stuff...
haiz..
got the orientation pratice tomorrow...
immediatly after school..
finally NCC got a singlet..
MUahahahahahaha!!!
ahhhh....
gtg..pack stuff and sleep..
alotta stuff tomorrow..
bb

All Love Lost @ 5:22 AM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

hey all..
hehe..
just had dinner...was chatting to tiffany and wan ling on msn...
so i heard Cheryl Mun got a new boy friend
from the sec one orientation camp...
wonder who it is.. =D
liked to know..
all who know tagg mi pls tell me.. hahaz
still remember that time she was walking
home with me..she said she wanted to sho stefan yar?
to make him jealous..
and just now i swore to wan ling if she did that she would get
a fucking slap from me..
oppzzz....
srrry...
i have been using that word too often..
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and hey hey! guess wad?
NCC now has singlets..
lol...
look at all the muscles and arms..
can get tanned too.. hahax!
rox la..
i like singlets more than normal shirts..
sianz..
to ge the studying mood out is really quit diff now...
haiz..
wad to do?
life's like that
sainz...
i am gonna type another one of my poems in to the credits part..
may be separate out the lines to give more time to read?
ya.. ok..
sianz...
wad eva la..
today i got nothing to report lorz..
i do this just to kill time...
oh yar i oso watch 4 shows to day to kill time too..
here they are..

-die another day
-ani-matrix
-passion of the christ
-rat race
-kill bill

yar..
oh and now i shall start rating songs and movies and stuff so that ya'll know wad i like..
so here are the ratings fer the movies..

MOVIES!

-die another day--------------------3 outta 5 stars
-ani-matrix-------------------------4 outta 5 stars
-passion of the christ----------------4 outta 5 stars
-rat race----------------------------2 half outta 5 stars
-kill bill------------------------------4 outta 5 stars

MUSIC!

album-------------------------------maroon 5, songs about jane
rating for whole album---------------4 and a half outta 5 stars
favorite song-------------------------harder to breathe

yar... ok
u think i wierd but wad eva..
hahaz..
gtg.. see ya'll

All Love Lost @ 5:26 AM

Name:Alexander Ho Guan Ting(freakin long)
Mandarin Name:He Guan Ting(eww)
Stage Name: Nanahara Shuya(not many call me by this)
Birthday:28 oct 1992
Blood Type: A+
Height:158cm(SHUD DUP!!)
Weight:41kg Horoscope: Scorpio
Place of Birth:Singapore,Thompson Medical Hospital
School:Anglican High; school filled with gays and lesbian

Likes
Celebrities: Will Smith..especially when he acted in Hitch!!
Author: None
Book: Armaggedeon Summer,Devils's Foot Steps
Singer: Green Day,BackStreet Boys,Eminem,Good Charlote,Yellowcard,Fallout Boy
Songs:(one from each of e above)Whatshername,I Still..,Lose Yourself, The Anthem, Ocean Avenue,Sugar We're Goin Down.
Animal:Spiders.
Finger:the most often used one, Middle finger
Colours:Black,Orange,Brown,Baby Pink,Green
Movie:FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN!!!,Pirates of the Caribbean,Blade 1 n 2,Hitch,Xmen,The Girl Next Door..
People:Her.. Food:Anything edible.. Weather:(s'pores)Sunny with some Clouds and lots of Wind!(overseas)Snow with NO WIND!! Or just lots of sun and some clouds
Numbers:1, 9, 13
Word:Supp...
Drink:Diet Root Beer, Pepsi Max, diet coke..
Season:WINTER!!!
Country:JAPAN!!!! All the cherry blossoms.....
Disease:Diabetes(cause i have it)
Article of clothing:Jeans
Place:Infront of e com
School Subject:P.E., Recess, Free period


Hates
Book:Text Books
Singer:Hillary Duff
Colours:Turqoise, Bright Yellow.
Fruit:Rock Melon
Movies:Pointless movies
People:Teachers
Weather:When the afternoon sun is out n there are no clouds
Number:4,7,8
Word:WWWHHHAAA!!
Drink:Coke
Season:Summer
Country:Malaysia
Article of clothing:tight pants..
Place:Classroom
School subject:All But P.E., recess and free period

Darlinks


[*] *_Cheryl Mun_* =)))
[*] *_Miao Qian_*
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[*]*_Wan Yun_*
[*] *_Nick_* =))))
[*] *_Kuroda_*=))
[*] *_Yuin Theng_* =))
[*]*_Jenna Lim Ying Aoki_* =))
[*]*_Kerrie_* =))
[*]*_Sheena_* =))
[*]*_Jane_* =))
[*]*_Xia Xue_*
[*]*_Wen Xin_*
[*]*_Chen Yin_*
[*]*_Caleena_*
[*]*_Chermain_*
[*]*_Clarice_*
[*]*_Crystal_*
[*]*_Justina_* =))
[*]*_Vannesa 2A_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Megan_*
[*]*_felicia 1D_*
[*]*_Debra_* =))
[*]*_Jollin_*
[*]*_Lewis_* =))
[*]*_Amelia_* =))
[*]*_YiYee_* =))
[*]*_AHS 1J 0'5_*
[*]*_Jing Hui_* =))
[*]*_Li Jing_* =))
Memories
September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 February 2007

Identify URSELF or jus FUCK OFF

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved Her for so very long,
You would think She could never do any wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That She would always stay that way.
She treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
She suddenly put you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to her was a plaything.

She started ignoring you and you wondered why,
What wrong had you done to deserve this?
Soon it’s all you think about,
And you feel as if your head were about to explode
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night She was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Later She was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

She thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things She said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry Her some day,
And walk down that red carpet
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.
All alone suddenly..

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I wish upon a star tonight.. Let the kite fly high..
`To somehow make my life worthwhile..
`Gain back my 30 points for NAFA.. i got 29..
`That bag..
`That wallet..
`A birthday to rmber which btw will b in china..