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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

hey!! i noe i veri long no post..
i veri busi la..
tuition..i am aiming for IP programme next year...
lol..i noe..
it sounds crazy...but i am giving it a shot..
heck...
can't believe it..we all gonna b sec 2 next year..
lol...it is like so fast.. but still got a lot of pple
in my school still as childish as ever..
lol....i wonder wad the next year will be like..
lol... but no worries.. i am goin to italy this staurdae!!
Oh My.....
i can't belive it lor..
italy then rome and all the cool places..
like collusium...
ahaha.. italy.. the country of cheese and wine...
lol...i underaged.. cannot drink wine...
did you know that italy is in the shape of a boot?
dun believe me?
go look at ur Geog book la...
lol....
hee....
today i went out with sis....
we shop (can't believe i did), eat..
play games...arcade games that is..
and in every shooting game we play, i have to save
my sisters ass....
like jurrasic park...my sis scared of the dinosaur...(LOL)
then my sister play the time crisis 2..
damn farnny to see her play..
she have not even complete level one area one...
lose 5 lives already...
lol...i come completed the game..
yippe!!
got 6th position...
lol...
and............
I finally got my black leather converse shoes!!
can't belive it......
i got it!!!
but it cost me $$71.90!!
OMG!!
my mom gave my sis and i $100 in total...
then i used 70 plus dollars....on a pair of shoes...
WTF....
my mom wants me to plan for the bloody trip... wad.............
i have not even play my game yet.. the wohle dae...
bohoo.....
okok..
gtg....
see ya'll.....

All Love Lost @ 5:01 AM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

hey hey hey...
wt....
brb...

grrr.. anoying friend... keep disturbin me...
lol..XD
i changed the song.. i heard on radio..
i foud it so kool..
i wrote the name down and got it..
hahahaha....
sianz..
nothin much to report todae..
well...
todae i did not go DNT... not suppose to..lol
my next time will be fridae..
lol...
todae..
went to cheryl mun's blog and read the tag's.. and well you can expect wad i got...
lol..
it was kinda farnny actually...
ahaha.. then all of the pple take it so seriously...
lol.. wad to expect form the 1k pple...
they are all sisters and bros in arms...
lol....ahahaha....

i just felt so wierd todae..
and i prayed.. i dunno why and i just prayed...
then i felt like reading the bible...
i dunno why..
it was just a force so strong..
i knew it was a sign so i took the time and read...
and i came to this verse..
it saes: 'show mercy and u shall to be shown mercy.'
so i reflected on wad i had done..

the taggie thing and all that..
and i felt so bad..
i knew i commited a sin..
i was so upset...thus i prayed for forgivness...
i just prayed and i realised something..
there is no point on makin more enemies...

thus i realised that i should not have done all that..
i regreted..
i tried to make up..
i said srry to cheryl first of all...
and then the rest i will just go along with it...

i just pray all will forgive...
and i dun wanna go into furthur details...
and at the end of all had did..
i felt so sprirtually strong and refreshed...
so alive so to speak..
i knew at that moment i had grown closer to god..
and i realised that i still had to do my quiet time even during the holidaes...
i wanted to grow spritually closer..
i just had too...it is one of my wishes..

oh well.......i got nothin else to do...
if any one,including you stefan, wants to hold a grudge against me..
i can't stop you...so be it...
any wae....
good luck to all in ur cca...
hope u get good enrolements next year... and best wishes...
bye!

All Love Lost @ 5:31 AM

Monday, November 14, 2005

hey hey hey...
okok...todae..
hmmmmmm..........
oh yar..
some ass hole neva pass mesage to me so i missed out PT training..
bohoooo..........
i onli went for about 5 mins when i saw the PT group at the PT grounds...
so sad..
why i missed PT...
haha..
neva mind la..
so todae i din do much at DNT..
just slack la.. from 9 till 4...
lol..veri tiering....
then after that i just went to train myself at PT ground la...
here's wad i did..

1)3 times up and down the rope
(usin the one hand for one rope method.. like CSM alan like that..)
2)40 logs
3)5 chin ups..
( i noe it is veri little put after wad i did i too tierd..i oso neva eat lunch)
4)40 inclin pulls ups
5)10 dips...
(now my diaphram damn bloody pain.. bohoo..)

alot i did i think.. heee..
so guai...
haha..i am gonna start joggin again tomorrow...
go 11 o'clock in the morning get tanned.. haha..
u should see Jia Jie...
wha.. i tell u i saw him todae..
he in scouts mah.. and he in the DNT lab askin mr lee to cut
the scouts that farnny lookin logs which i have grown
tierd of in primary school...
eh.. i in scouts last time hor..
got best cadet award and DCA hor..
DCA is district communiters award, the most prestigious award hor..
but of course got 2 other pple get oso..
haha...
so bhb..
okok..then i saw JJ then he like so black la...
wha lao lor...
for me i dunno why i tan oso dun get tanned one...
hahaha.....
use tanning oil.. haha...
later turn black like charcoal..
lol.... -_-'''
wad i doin now arghz??
errrrrr.......
listen to green day.. extradinary girl...
i am gonna watch a movie on wednesday with my dad..
any one wanna join??
hahaha..
i dunno la..
let me noe by tomorrow ok??
email is Blade_Boy92@hotmail.com
then errrrrrr.................
dunno la cleared out my inbox just now...
got 10 unread.. haha.. still quite little..
all the crappy kinda mails..
except for the praying thing.. haha
wad eva..
hmm.....
tomorrow i oso dunno wad to do.. rot in frot of TV and Article 1:
i feel damn sad for my self.. i neva do my quiet time for a long time...
bohoo.. srrry god.. forgive me..

hey read this.. it's like damn kool la

Article 1: Statement of Love:THE KISS
1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck = I want you
4. Kiss on the lips = I love you
5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes = kiss me
8. Playing with your hair = I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go
Article 2: The Three Steps 1.
Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.
Article 3: The Commandments
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way they call you after you just had a big fight.
3. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
4. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
5. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
6. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
7. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
8. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
9. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
10. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it!)
11. The way they say "I miss you"
12. The way you miss them
13. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....
This chain started in 1997.
It is a love chain letter. In an hour you are supposed to send it to 25 people.
It is easy, just look into chat rooms and find them.
Anyway, send it to 25 people in 1 hour. Now here comes the fun part.
You then say the name of the person you like or love and then the person will say "I love you," or "Will you go out with me?"
NO JOKE!!!!! NOW THE CONSEQUENCES The consequences are: If you break the chain letter, you will have bad luck in future relationships. If you don't break the chain, then you will be a happy camper!!! CoNgRatULaTioNs!! You have been chosen to participate in the LONGEST and the LUCKIEST chain letter on the Internet! Once you read, this letter you must IMMEDIATELY (meaning within the hour) be sent to 25 people for ur whish to come true

hey dun get me wrong or anything..
i neva kiss first of all...
ok.. but cheryl did some thing to me that kinda shocked me...
and i am not gonna tell any one wad it is..
and i even if i tell u some how i am gonna tell u i am not gonna pay it back..
cause it is wrong..
lol..
i so hungry..
bohoo...hey..dinner is almost rdy..
heee...
i gotta get rdy i gonna buy my books..
apparently my parents got no time to bring me and they dun let me go on my own...
haha..
and my dad is takin leave on wednesday and we gonna have a hell of a time..
i am mostly closer to my dad.. but my mum and dad both pamper me alot...
OMG!!
i am listening to Whatsername now!!
obviously by green day.. it so kool!!
ahahaha....
love it alot...
oh well...
sian.....rotting and rotting...
hey my mum is back!! ;)
ahahaha...
bye!! gotta shower and eat.. bye!!

All Love Lost @ 2:22 AM

Friday, November 11, 2005

hihihih...
ok i oso dunno why i so lame...
one dae go post twice...
maybe cause tomorrow i got no time...
here's mi plan of tomorrow..

8-8.30 = get up get rdy...
8.30-10 = drums
10-lunch = buy books for sec 2
lunch-6 = airrifle training
6-8= dinner
8-11 =rot infront of com playin GunZ or wad so eva
11-12 = training
12- 2 =keep awake due to i dunno wad
2-10 = snnnooozzzeeee

haha... madness...
wad eva..
reality this is...
haha wad eva...
speak of which.. during the past few daes..
au yang ke wei kept bein bully by me and my friend...XD
we kept like putting him
together wif this sec 3 girl...
she was older than him by 1 year but
he slightly taller than her...
so farnny lor they all..
heeee............. ;)
hey brb.. my mom want me to go shower..X(

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back.. ok nothing else much to sae lar..
bohoo...
some one craving for computer now...
lol....
computer oso can crave...
ekk....wad eva..
ahahaahaha...
srry i gone mad.. yesterdae i too moody.. now all letting go...
wad eva...
might wanna change the skin of my blog again..
next time...
maybe next year...
i mean change the theme of my blog skins.. so ar all my blog skins all is the
heart broken.. sad kinda worth less thing..
wad eva...
pple i need more linkies..
so pls send me ur blog url okie??
haha...
dunno URL or wad so eva la..
wad bullshit i oso dunno...
ah shit...
now an irritating dragonfly is flying above
me banging into the light.. wotta idiot..
lol...
oh... it kana burn by light.. haha...
i had the light on for at least 3 hrs...
must be hot..
lol.. it still alive..
lol.... heeeee..
may be i go burn it furthur...
heee...
no la i not so bad one lar.. i not kinda person...
lol...

i so happy... goin to italy for holidae....
hahaha!!!
then can eat exotic food..
next holidae may be in hawaii..
so kool...
haha..exotic man...
ok.. so here comes the latest rumour..

rumour: everyone including pple form sec 1,2,3 hate lisa from 1k ,05...
they sae she damn bitch...
wad eva...
i dunno lar..
i take no sides..
onli my side.... XP
okie...
gtg....play com actually hahahahahaha....
srry..
heeee.....
go answer natures call first.. hahaha... bye!!

All Love Lost @ 4:45 AM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

ok...errr......
the dae todae was ok.. it would have been good..
but guess wad?
in the morning incredibly...
cheryl mun woke up at around 7 or wad so eva...
and she was like messagin me and all of a sudden
she said wad.....
err... i qoute...
lamme get me hand phone first..w8 arhx....
hmmm.....
she said...
'and you better stop calling stefan name sor else he will do some thing to you you won't want him to do....'
oh wow.. yeah i am so scared...
oh my!! i am shaking with fear!! (spastically)
as if i am afraid of stefan the fukin faggot...
read then read la cheryl mun..
you know some thing??? not a bloody dae goes by
without u disturbing me or insulting me..
you go to the mirror and tell the person in it to
bloody leave me alone....
u have been bloody irritating these daes.. and it is
not cute anymore..
so get lost...
there is a limit to bein' friends' so watch it..
u are stepping out of line..
and it is bloody irritating...
and another thing.. there is no ap-ness between us...
it is u raining on my parade..
so suck it up wuss....
wad eva...

and about DnT todae..
hmm....
it was already beginning to look
good since yesterdae..
my friend and i may have a good
chance at gettin maybe a gold medal
if the instrument works that is.....
and another stupid thing is that me and two other friends
are suppose to do 3 projects in total.. X(
more work for every one...bohoo...
ah but the diff. part is onli the part where we must think up of an idea to make
work easier or something...
dunno la..
we may have to make a toy...
cause in the Tan Ka Ki Young Inventors Award(TKKYA)..
we can make a toy.. a challenging one..
wad eva...
sianz.. here i am again rotting infront of the computer...
wth am i doin??
bohoo....
lo..ok wad eva.. i wanna play com now...
c ya pple!!

All Love Lost @ 10:02 PM

Friday, November 04, 2005

hey pple...
was chatting to my friend..
still am actually....
she racked up a past event for me...
not concerning her that is..
nvm...dun wanna sae...
here's something intresting i came over
while surfing the net...


SCORPIO & SCORPIO: Sexually you are truly compatible, however out of the bedroom you are far too much alike -- creating problems and mind games. You will always think that the other is having an affair...

some stupid sh!t that i dun wanna tok about...
those who are clever enough you can go ahead and tag it..
wtf.. wad eva la....
i got something wrong with me todae...
i dunno la....
any wae.... gonna learn drums tomorrow!!!
yippee...
wad eva.....
i so childish say..
nvm...wad eva...

All Love Lost @ 7:56 AM

Name:Alexander Ho Guan Ting(freakin long)
Mandarin Name:He Guan Ting(eww)
Stage Name: Nanahara Shuya(not many call me by this)
Birthday:28 oct 1992
Blood Type: A+
Height:158cm(SHUD DUP!!)
Weight:41kg Horoscope: Scorpio
Place of Birth:Singapore,Thompson Medical Hospital
School:Anglican High; school filled with gays and lesbian

Likes
Celebrities: Will Smith..especially when he acted in Hitch!!
Author: None
Book: Armaggedeon Summer,Devils's Foot Steps
Singer: Green Day,BackStreet Boys,Eminem,Good Charlote,Yellowcard,Fallout Boy
Songs:(one from each of e above)Whatshername,I Still..,Lose Yourself, The Anthem, Ocean Avenue,Sugar We're Goin Down.
Animal:Spiders.
Finger:the most often used one, Middle finger
Colours:Black,Orange,Brown,Baby Pink,Green
Movie:FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN!!!,Pirates of the Caribbean,Blade 1 n 2,Hitch,Xmen,The Girl Next Door..
People:Her.. Food:Anything edible.. Weather:(s'pores)Sunny with some Clouds and lots of Wind!(overseas)Snow with NO WIND!! Or just lots of sun and some clouds
Numbers:1, 9, 13
Word:Supp...
Drink:Diet Root Beer, Pepsi Max, diet coke..
Season:WINTER!!!
Country:JAPAN!!!! All the cherry blossoms.....
Disease:Diabetes(cause i have it)
Article of clothing:Jeans
Place:Infront of e com
School Subject:P.E., Recess, Free period


Hates
Book:Text Books
Singer:Hillary Duff
Colours:Turqoise, Bright Yellow.
Fruit:Rock Melon
Movies:Pointless movies
People:Teachers
Weather:When the afternoon sun is out n there are no clouds
Number:4,7,8
Word:WWWHHHAAA!!
Drink:Coke
Season:Summer
Country:Malaysia
Article of clothing:tight pants..
Place:Classroom
School subject:All But P.E., recess and free period

Darlinks


[*] *_Cheryl Mun_* =)))
[*] *_Miao Qian_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Wan Yun_*
[*] *_Nick_* =))))
[*] *_Kuroda_*=))
[*] *_Yuin Theng_* =))
[*]*_Jenna Lim Ying Aoki_* =))
[*]*_Kerrie_* =))
[*]*_Sheena_* =))
[*]*_Jane_* =))
[*]*_Xia Xue_*
[*]*_Wen Xin_*
[*]*_Chen Yin_*
[*]*_Caleena_*
[*]*_Chermain_*
[*]*_Clarice_*
[*]*_Crystal_*
[*]*_Justina_* =))
[*]*_Vannesa 2A_*
[*]*_Shu Yi_*
[*]*_Megan_*
[*]*_felicia 1D_*
[*]*_Debra_* =))
[*]*_Jollin_*
[*]*_Lewis_* =))
[*]*_Amelia_* =))
[*]*_YiYee_* =))
[*]*_AHS 1J 0'5_*
[*]*_Jing Hui_* =))
[*]*_Li Jing_* =))
Memories
September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 February 2007

Identify URSELF or jus FUCK OFF

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved Her for so very long,
You would think She could never do any wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That She would always stay that way.
She treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
She suddenly put you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to her was a plaything.

She started ignoring you and you wondered why,
What wrong had you done to deserve this?
Soon it’s all you think about,
And you feel as if your head were about to explode
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night She was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Later She was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

She thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things She said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry Her some day,
And walk down that red carpet
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.
All alone suddenly..

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